I have to do nothing! But I actually have to do things. And when I try to do things efficiently so that I have time at some point in the day to do nothing I feel super good about it for a few while and then after a week or so I start noticin I feel really disconnected from myself and bad and low and like something important is gone slipping away. And then I have to stop and really do nothing, not planned do nothing, to start feeling the vastness of the universe again come pulling me.
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